Sunday, August 31, 2008

2 years

I can't believe that 2 years ago I was in Russia on my first trip! you can read about it under the "06" section.
Its so hard to believe how much our life has changed in the last 2 years by adding a daughter. I never thought I would have so many different emotions about it. I am in love with my daughter totally, but with all her issues we are still trying to deal with and get diagnosis for, there are days that I think why the heck did we do all this!I don't mean that in a bad way. I just think we really where kind of naive and thought OK another kid no problem,I had no idea the things that can come with an adopted child(Yes I know that many can come with a Bio child also). I think one thing that really bugs me is that people that we know just don't get it! they think she has been here 2 years she is fine! and to most you would think she is fine its some of the behind the scene things that are what we deal with.
That being said I would do it again in a heart beat!